Last in 2006

Posted on Sunday, 31 December 2006 by haan | 0 comments
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Think that we should welcome 2007 in a happy mood. That's why i use this image here.

It's just 9:50pm in Malaysia. In Queensland, 10 more minutes to 2007. In Sydney, it's already 12:50am, 1/1/2007. These are the 3 important places in my life, where I grew and learnt a lot. To everyone I know, no matter where you are, regardless of whether your new year arrives before/after mine, I sincerely wish you have a great 2007.

I'm home today together with my parents, although we are doing different things respectively at the moment. Both my elder and younger brothers are not around. I'm glad that I can accompany my parents at home during this transition of year. I'm no longer interested in any countdown, any crowd, any celebration. These things are for young people, not me.

Perhaps I'll be young again. Someday. Somewhere. Maybe.

Before this, I've just read a friend's blog. He had just finished his studies in RMIT Melbourne and flew home. He's a SiChuan guy, also my previous student. But I first met him when Norman and I were at the Clifford Garden's bus station. We were amazed to see each other during his first CIS1000 tutorial.

His latest post was written on his flight from Melbourne back to China (on 27/12/2006), expressing his slight depression, especially while thinking of his 3 years life in Australia. He said, that's a very unusual feeling compared to when he went back to China just for holidays.

I think I can understand how he felt, just because I came through the same situation as well. Anyway, I always say, there is nothing that is so hard or can't adapt, coz that's a place where you grow up when you were a kid, and that's a place where you have spent most of your life.

Besides my friends, I used to tell myself the same.

Today, I went shopping together with my mum at Teluk Intan. Actually she has been asking if I want to go shopping together for a few times. But I didn't like to travel during weekend, especially after Friday night's drive from Serdang to Sekinchan, and another upcoming drive from Sekinchan to Serdang again.

Have been spending money while shopping. I feel I'm a fortunate person. We can go shopping, then go eating, having own car and can drive to wherever we want.

Yesterday, there was an auntie coming to my house, seeking help from my mum reg her grandson who's gonna start studying Primary One. She asked about how to get financial assistance and some other related issues. After she left, I was told that she has a drug-addicted husband, her son committed suicide, her daughter-in-law's problems etc. Some people are still living with a lot of surrounding yet-to-be-solved problems, low salary and educational level.

Although I'm not the best or the richest person in the world, I feel I'm lucky enough. At least I don't have daily financial worry, don't have a family that creates me a lot of negative issues.

At this end of year, I'm not gonna conclude anything for this 2006 (tend to do and have done this on my birthday). I also don't really have/set any so-called New Year Resolutions. I'm just feeling grateful that I'm a lucky person.

Thanks everyone that has helped, taught and loved me.

Best wishes to you for the road ahead.

Dilemma

Posted on Saturday, 30 December 2006 by haan | 1 comments
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前天晚上,收到个短讯,是一个我对她印象不太好,在杂志社工作的女生寄来的。

她会主动联络我,还令我蛮意外的。印象中,你要踢她一下,她才会动一下。和她接触的唯一一次经验,令我很失望。

那次,我给他们阿姆斯特丹的稿。我真的很用心地在仅仅两天的周末,把东西赶出来给她。可是出来的效果如何,看过我部落格的人都知道了吧。那种感觉,可想而知,不然我不会一口气写了三篇“Sheer Disappointment”的posts。

老实说,那时候我也很惊讶自己的能耐。

原来,我真的那么失望。

原来,有些事真的可以令我那么失望。

有个同事说,我很看不开。是的,对某些事,我可以很看不开。

只因为我真的很在意。在意我的经历、文字和用心。

言归正传。她联络我,首先是问我对某个freelance的工作有没有兴趣。我说了个简单的“有”,然后她说,那她会把我的电话号码pass to the right person。

我以为事情告一段落了。她又再来。问我是否可以在下周末前把另一篇稿和相关照片寄给她。

在Amsterdam的稿被刊登之前,我已经写了关于Volendam和Rotterdam的。也寄了给她。(那时我还很无知地相信他们是专业、是有水准的)

她说她只收到一部分,不够完整。希望我再寄过一次。

那时我也不懂自己干嘛,就回复说,没问题,我再多寄一次给你,反正它们都还在我的Sent Items里头。

昨天和今天,我都还没有履行我的承诺。稿和照片都是ready to go了的,只需要几个clicks即可。只是我不懂,我是否该再次给自己带来失望?

或许有了第一次的经验,我有必要把文字稍做调整。最基本的是,不要相信他们真的很专业、真的可以do a good job、真的会给我带来什么惊喜。还有,就是不要给他们有太多选择的余地。

无论如何,我还是害怕自己不能抑制心里对某些事的期望。

而这期望会带来的,也只是失望。

我是否应该go ahead?

Sunflower Field (3)

Posted on Saturday, 23 December 2006 by haan | 0 comments
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在蔚蓝天空的衬托下,太阳花更显其魅力。

我特别喜欢这一张。

一个受长辈们保护的小宝贝儿。

浩瀚的向日葵花海,如梦幻般充满了希望与活力。

比起其他的,她显得特别有自信。

像对新婚的夫妻。

Excerpt:

While the vibrant, strong sunflower is a recognized worldwide for its beauty, it is also an important source of food. Sunflower oil is a valued and healthy vegetable oil and sunflower seeds are enjoyed as a healthy, tasty snack and nutritious ingredient to many foods...

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在爱上向日葵之前,真的没想过,我有机会看到这样的景色。

像并排坐在戏院里的人们,有高有矮、有成人也有小孩。

三人篮球赛的两支参赛队伍,准备就绪。
其中一队,在高度上显然占了优势。

大家都开花了,什么时候才轮到我呢?

开会中...我们在仔细聆听...

多数的向日葵都害臊地低着头,虽然烈日正当空。
此景与"向日葵总喜欢跟着太阳转动"的说法,产生了矛盾。

Sunflower Field (1)

Posted on Friday, 22 December 2006 by haan | 3 comments
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还记得2005的华人新年过后,从大马再次回到Toowoomba,论文的成绩还没出。

有天,和朋友们一车四人,把车驶到Cambooya,那个所谓的"home to large and golden sunflower fields"。

起初,以为季节过了(大约12月的夏天是最佳时节),因为走了好久,都没有看到我们一心去寻找的向日葵。

皇天不负苦心人,最终我们还是看到了。

花田內的向日葵花海景象十分壮丽,数万朵向日葵热情地綻放,繁花盛景,令人赏心悦目。

那时的心情,是无比的振奋。感觉上,我快疯掉了!

向日葵是我最先爱上的花。中学时期,我跟朋友要种子,自己在家种了起来。

后来,或许是数量太多而且太密集,再加上我没有给予太完善的打理,它们最后都中病了。

也因为,我觉得自己承受不了看着它们最终难逃的枯萎和凋谢,那次过后,就不再种了。

可是,我很清楚,我还是深爱着它。

向日葵花蕾。

我们都是小小太阳花。但,是谁赐予我们彼此之间的疏离?

人总会有老去的一天。向阳花如是,世间万物皆不例外。

酷似身着西班牙舞裙的女郎。

裙不似裙了。怎么办?

Fraser Island (7)

Posted on Saturday, 16 December 2006 by haan | 0 comments
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午餐后,旅程理应结束,但Jason多带我们去的Rainbow Gorge Circuit。

Jared的精力过人,这次跑去爬沙,然后跑回下来,再爬上我们站着的那个。我们只在远处为他欢呼!

导游说那是泉水,所以就试试看。

离别前的最后一站,我们终于合照。(左起)英国的Jared、傻婆我、Jason、Betty、韩国人Shin、Hannah、名字说了很多次我都记不了的日本人。

Fraser Island (6)

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走上Indian Head,岛上难得的岩石。

从Indian Head俯瞰Fraser Island。

这只是漂亮景色的一部分。相机可以捕捉的,确实很有限。

天大地大,任何烦恼都显得那么微不足道。

找个不错的地方、把车“打开”、将食物煮一煮,就可以吃了。

方便快捷的澳式BBQ午餐。

旅程结束前的最后一次午餐。

就是这样席地而坐。有没有吃到沙?确实很难说没有。

吃饱了,就歇一歇吧。

也是休息着。

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Eli Creek从雨林中穿梭而出,蜿蜒流入海,呈现宁静和谐的气息。

沙滩上满布着四轮驱动车的行车痕。

Maheno Shipwreck,一个完整的船难遗骸。

随着时光的流逝,残骸逐渐锈化腐蚀,历尽岁月的风霜。

主体架构依旧完整的船骸一隅,仿佛有个故事,有待诉说。

The Pinnacles,也称Coloured Sand。
不同的年代和成份,造就了五彩的沙岩。

在岛上,也可乘坐小型飞机从空中眺望漂亮的景色。

Dingo,澳洲当地特有品种狗,多為野生,也是Fraser Island的其中一个“招牌菜”。

Fraser Island (4)

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7月1号的晨曦。

Cabin式的住所。

我的旅伴兼同房,两位来自英国的女生。
她们是同学,大学毕业之后,一起自助旅行,为期一年。

在绵延75英里(约123公里)的海岸线上,我们畅行无阻地奔驰着。

司机兼导游Jason。

岛上的coffee rocks。

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Fraser Island位于澳洲昆士兰州,是全世界最大的沙岛,拥有许多独特的自然生态景观,如充满生机的茂密热带雨林、罕见的千年古树、景致迷人且晶莹剔透的淡水湖泊、似沙漠般的廣袤沙丘奇景等,是世界自然遗产之一。

2004年6月30号,从Hervey Bay上了车,去到Rainbow Beach。人齐后,我们一行七人乘4WD,在Inskip Point准备坐barge到Fraser Island。

这就是世界上最大的沙岛,Fraser Island上的情景:或许看到四轮驱动车、小型飞机,不然就是一大片沙,和湛蓝的海水。

人,相比之下,就变得那么渺小。

岛上有大量的野生植物,足以让旅者感受到澳洲纯天然的野生气息。

Lake McKenzie,清澈静谧、层次分明。

由浅渐深、水晶般清澈的湛蓝湖水。

在那里,才知道我原来也可以不抗拒沙。

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