Haanism

When we've gotta ponder what feeling or response we should have towards something, someone or certain situation, that's not the truest feeling anymore, right?

"The heart has its reasons that reason does not know."

~ Pascal

Then, the best way of dealing with it is to escape, coz the genuineness is lost since the jiffy we started to contemplate?

Everything done after the thorough thoughts is kinda pretentious, and am reluctant to confront those I treasure like this.

We have the potential to be good actors, but do we really wannna be?

At the end, I told another lie, which at this moment, I STILL think is appropriate, although I used to tell someone so firmly that, am not gonna let go a forest just coz of a tree.

I hope I can be as good as I wish, but sometimes it's not easy.

I'm sorry, to those I actually care.