Am sharing some words of Siu Han again. Just try to publish everything saved as a draft before I go.
Today, the Thaipusam holiday, I had lunch with my ex-colleagues again. Someone bought us the lunch as he's leaving for a better job soon. I was cheeky enough to join even though I've left for 4 months (if they mind, they wouldn't have informed and invited me together).
They know I'm a travel freak, hence I was asked about my upcoming trip. Odd eyes were thrown at me when they know I'm going alone. Someone even asked, how if you got xxpxx (sorry, don't wish to disclose the unpleasant word), then the rest happily imagined the consequences if THAT happens, making real fun of me.
Very bad people, yet I don't understand why I still mix with them :)
Okay, be optimistic, and please do not curse me like that. Wait for me to come back, then I tell ya the stories. Don't you wish that? Or are you ready to lose me NOW?
Trust me, just like how you believe in yourself.
Today, the Thaipusam holiday, I had lunch with my ex-colleagues again. Someone bought us the lunch as he's leaving for a better job soon. I was cheeky enough to join even though I've left for 4 months (if they mind, they wouldn't have informed and invited me together).
They know I'm a travel freak, hence I was asked about my upcoming trip. Odd eyes were thrown at me when they know I'm going alone. Someone even asked, how if you got xxpxx (sorry, don't wish to disclose the unpleasant word), then the rest happily imagined the consequences if THAT happens, making real fun of me.
Very bad people, yet I don't understand why I still mix with them :)
Okay, be optimistic, and please do not curse me like that. Wait for me to come back, then I tell ya the stories. Don't you wish that? Or are you ready to lose me NOW?
Trust me, just like how you believe in yourself.
...previous sharing
承認
不管我們這一生撒過多少謊，自欺的時候終究是比欺人的時候多。
騙自己畢竟比騙別人容易。
要承認人生裡許多不完美的真相，委實太殘忍了。那麼，我難道沒有權利對自己說謊嗎？
然而，孤單的清醒的夜晚，當身邊沒有觀眾的一刻，我們不得不苦澀地承認，人有時候還是騙不了自己。
承認我沒有自己以為的那麼愛你。
承認我最愛的還是我自己。
承認我曾經對你否認的事。那就是：我是需要你，而不是愛你。
承認你不適合我，我也不適合你。
承認不管我們有多麼愛對方，也不可能一起生活，不可能長相廝守。
承認我們都無法為對方改變。
承認我們可以沒有彼此而活。
承認愛已消逝。
然後有一天，承認你已經不愛我了。
愛海就是江湖
原來，我們一轉身，才猛然發現，愛海就是江湖。
當你愛上一個人，你的一雙腳已經踏進江湖，從此以後，就要有流淚的準備，就要知道會有千刀萬剁，全身筋脈盡斷的可能。
當你愛上一個人，說不定就會有被背叛的一天。
當你愛上一個人，就要有分離的打算，也要接受訣別的痛苦。
當你愛上一個人，也就是有求於他。你會希望他同樣愛你。那麼，你也會有心碎的時候。
朋友這花紅
被朋友出賣，就像失戀和失望，都是人生的一部分。它會讓我們茁壯成長。
你被出賣過，並不是從此不再相信朋友，而是更感激真心對你好的朋友。
你失戀過，也並不是從此不再相信愛情，而是了然明白愛情不是人生的全部，你以後會更珍惜那個寵你愛你，對你好的人。
被朋友大大小小的出賣，就跟失戀一樣，要是早晚會發生的話，早比遲好。
這樣你可以早一點了解人生，你也復原得比較快。
等到四十歲才失戀，人生四十才被朋友出賣，就像四十歲才長出第一顆暗瘡 ，而且是一顆大毒瘡，真是太慘了。 這個時候，再回頭已是百年身。
我寧願帶著溫暖的友情走我的路，記著對我好的人，原諒那些曾經對我不好的朋友。他們和我一樣，也不過是凡人。
想對你說謊，或者害怕你痛心的責備，只好假裝我忘記了你。
其實，我還是常常想起你。
我的讀者
「愛是用來燃燒，而不是用來儲存的。」
活著也是如此。
折翼的天使
有時候，並不是我們想要做折翼的天使，而是我們做不成邪惡的魔鬼。
假使可以不愛任何人，可以無情，不要那麼心軟，能夠對你所做的一切無動於衷，捨得放手，捨得離開你，不相信愛情，甚至玩弄愛情，不相信你，不被你感動，不會為你掉眼淚，不會寂寞，不會想念你，不相信也許真的可以跟你有永遠，那就不用做折翼的天使，而是嘲笑愛情的高飛的魔鬼。
每個人都做過飛翔的夢。
可是，每次愛上一個人，每次為心愛的人掉眼淚，每次為他傷心，被他的謊言背叛，每一個希望的落空，每一次漫長的思念和孤單，每一次的分離，我們的翅膀就會折損一些。
終於有一天，背上最後的一根羽毛也掉落了，零落一地，回不去了。
然而，當我們終於找到那個人，找到我們遺失了的另一半，每一次，當他一雙溫暖的大手緊緊地抱著我單薄的背，這一雙大手就是我新長出來的翅膀，使我的靈魂起舞盤旋，陪我飛渡千山。
原來，跟你一起的人間漫步，縱使再短暫，終究勝過千年的獨自飛翔。
2 comments:
How dare you call us bad ppl? Obviously, you dun know yourself. :P Ever heard 物以类聚? That's why u r at the lunch gathering~ hehe.
haiz i never think i'm bad. thatz why i don't understand!!
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