Haanism

There was an outing today, but I dare not claim the objectives were successfully met.


Things were pretty well. However when we were about to start, the rain paid us a visit too!

We waited for the rain to stop. But then, when it stopped, we decided not to go on. We fixed another time and believe, it'll be more fun to make it with good weather (an important element for photography) and less dampened stuff.


So we shall do it next month. Hope the participants I met today will still be available that time. They were very great. Almost everyone arrived half an hour before the appointed time. Amazing punctuality from them!

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Last night, I stayed late till 2am (this is rare). Saw Heman online then as usual we had some chats.

Actually, I was thinking about something else when driving home, till I missed a turn. It was not about Wii and how the technology has changed the world and humans. In the previous post, I wrote like these were the things I deeply pondered.

Not sure why, I felt not so good to write out what I was thinking. But when chatting to Heman, I would always tell the truth. Perhaps it's coz I need to "release" those thoughts.

I told him, after visiting a colleague's new house that day, I felt like I also wish to have a place that is totally mine. And I could just stay in, alone, without the need not face or entertain anyone else. When I feel not wishing to meet people, I could just stay in the house. No one is going to request me do anything, or ask me any question.

Meanwhile, I need not feel guilty when others do something just coz of me, and I feel I actually never treat them so well.

However, there is a big problem, coz I don't even know where I wanna settle down, then how I'm going to enjoy such a luxury?

Again, he'll call me a bird without feet, and in fact, only he says such thing to me. He started to describe me so since few years ago.

Don't ask me if I admit his saying. I have no comment. Maybe I can be a bird, but with feet - just that I haven't found a good enough land to step on. Or, actually I'm scared of landing and hence making "no good enough land" as an excuse?

I've a lot of questions. My friends add more questions to my list, and I'm unable to answer. Anyway, I thank them for questioning me so I can start thinking.

(Is too much thinking actually good?)