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I've not been writing for a few days... though I wished.
Go to work - ask myself to start the day with a neutralized mood - work, work, work - get angry, frustrated, demotivated - talk to others to vent my unhappiness and pressure - go home - continue to work till the time to sleep.
The above has been my recurring life for the past week. I told myself to continue going to the pool even after I finished my diving course, but I had no chance at all. Everything is urgent. People are chasing after me for this and that at all times.
When my boss is considerate enough to tell the Project Manager, not sure Haan has time to prepare for the kickoff or not, I asked the Project Manager to just fix the time and send invitation. Once I have no choice to say NO, the answer will definitely be YES.
Sometimes I don't know what am I doing. Don't I wish to have more leisure time to finish my write-up about Redang and Jakarta?
Meanwhile, I also rather wish I do not have free time. Else my active thinking starts and makes me feel sadder. My friends on MSN Messenger would have noticed the changes of my mood, day by day...
Every time, I tell myself, this is something that can be solved, this is someone that can be faced. Each day, I remind myself, as long as I can learn a lot from my boss, that is good enough. The bad moments due to others cannot beat such a valuable opportunity.
Such thinking occurs only when the positive energy rules, which does not always last long. My boss used to say I'm very pessimistic but I kept denying.
Appreciate the presence of Ah Goh (click to read his suffer at work, which is similar to mine) who continues to provide unconditional support and care, the willingness of Ah Jie to leave me her insights, and the never-complain Yong to listen to my moan on our way to and back from office.
Last but not least, to my boss who should have noticed something but has never given me negative critics towards how I treat another work mate.
Haan is not having extreme bias or extraordinary high requirements on others. She just discovers and realizes the "fact" a little earlier than the rest.
When will my hard time end?
I've not been writing for a few days... though I wished.
Go to work - ask myself to start the day with a neutralized mood - work, work, work - get angry, frustrated, demotivated - talk to others to vent my unhappiness and pressure - go home - continue to work till the time to sleep.
The above has been my recurring life for the past week. I told myself to continue going to the pool even after I finished my diving course, but I had no chance at all. Everything is urgent. People are chasing after me for this and that at all times.
When my boss is considerate enough to tell the Project Manager, not sure Haan has time to prepare for the kickoff or not, I asked the Project Manager to just fix the time and send invitation. Once I have no choice to say NO, the answer will definitely be YES.
Sometimes I don't know what am I doing. Don't I wish to have more leisure time to finish my write-up about Redang and Jakarta?
Meanwhile, I also rather wish I do not have free time. Else my active thinking starts and makes me feel sadder. My friends on MSN Messenger would have noticed the changes of my mood, day by day...
Every time, I tell myself, this is something that can be solved, this is someone that can be faced. Each day, I remind myself, as long as I can learn a lot from my boss, that is good enough. The bad moments due to others cannot beat such a valuable opportunity.
Such thinking occurs only when the positive energy rules, which does not always last long. My boss used to say I'm very pessimistic but I kept denying.
Appreciate the presence of Ah Goh (click to read his suffer at work, which is similar to mine) who continues to provide unconditional support and care, the willingness of Ah Jie to leave me her insights, and the never-complain Yong to listen to my moan on our way to and back from office.
Last but not least, to my boss who should have noticed something but has never given me negative critics towards how I treat another work mate.
Haan is not having extreme bias or extraordinary high requirements on others. She just discovers and realizes the "fact" a little earlier than the rest.
When will my hard time end?
2 comments:
great pics la!!!!
thanks andrea. honestly i also feel these pics are not bad ^^
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